2021.09.20 12:29 Acceptable_Row_4831 Search inspirational quotes to live by and scrolled a little too far….
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2021.09.20 12:29 PsychologicalLow8348 notify me
2021.09.20 12:29 Uncaringbynow To the monsters
I like keeping an open door policy. No judgment. Just words. Sorting out blackened feelings like a jigsaw puzzle and laying it all bare to figure out what the picture is. There's peace in it. There's a relief that comes with fiery aches and a cool soothing breath when you can finally give these blackened feelings a name and a face.
Is it the monster with a wide jaw locked in a silent scream? Does it have deep shiny black eyes and fiery hot skin? Is this monster's name rage?
Is it the figure who buries their face into their hands? The figure who is pale and nothing but skin and bones? When you look into their empty sockets and find nothing but tears, is the name on your lips "Sorrow"?
Giving these monsters names makes everything easier. Because you know now how to fight it. Some days you can't fight it well and some days you can't. But they will no longer be this unknown entity hanging over your head, drowning you relentlessly as they drain whatever love and light you have left in you.
Well the problem with an open door policy is that it invites monsters in the guise of people. Friends. Family. Someone pitiful that you simply can't turn away at the risk of inviting a monster named "Guilt".
I've let in the twins, Rage and Fury. I've befriended Grief and her siblings. I've allowed Shame and Guilt to run my life for ages and it took Spite to take what was mine back.
But you know it took a few people to teach me that these are not monsters. They're neighbors. Intrusive and rude. They come barging in through your sanctuaries to show you the festering wounds you're leaving alone. When others come with their monsters, you can show them how to communicate with them.
My best friend right now is Betrayal. He does not betray me and I do not betray him. He shows me what loyalty looks like, like white drops of ink on black paper. He teaches me how to be angry and to stop being kind to the wrong people. He teaches me the symptoms of being too welcoming and passive before I'm quickly trampled by advantageous imps.
He taught me to keep my doors closed to you. I will be forever grateful for that. All these monsters tempt me to stay calloused and cold to the visitors of my sanctuary. To close that door so I could never get hurt by someone else's problems. So I never leave myself so unguarded against predators feigning heartache and parasites with insatiable hungers for love and comfort. I'm too damn stubborn to listen.
But thank you sweet monsters. In spite of your heinous appearances, I welcome you with open arms. Despite your attempts to steer me away from the good in my life, I keep you well. This is me allowing you to exist. This is me allowing you to be valid. In return, you protect me and remind me of what threatens my wellbeing and peace of mind. You guard my doors by identifying the things that gave rise to you in the first place.
And to the people who gave rise to my monsters.
Thanks and fuck you. They can be such a pain in my ass on a bad day.
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2021.09.20 12:29 Nilcat2023 Floating stuff
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2021.09.20 12:29 PAN_cake_103 I made a gun with a scout. (Sometimes my posters make me question my sanity)
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2021.09.20 12:29 Dapper_Ad_3839 La ora
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2021.09.20 12:29 endtime34 GET1029 late submission policy
prof stated "You must submit your answers to the quiz by 10pm the following Friday." and Luminus: Please note that if you don't submit the quiz by the deadline, you will get 0 points for the quiz. (Unless you can provide a valid reason, such as a doctor's MC or some other verifiable emergency. "I forgot" or "I was distracted by a deadline for a different module" aren't valid reasons.)
What are your thoughts about the TA not giving 0 instead but penalizing contrary to previous announcement?
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2021.09.20 12:29 thIsiSAtHrOwAwAy_202 Super Rare Games: Röki
Anyone know when this will be shipped? Their website says end of august and a while ago they tweeted that it will be the middle of September
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2021.09.20 12:29 esprit-de-lescalier Worker shortage: Prezzo gives staff pay rise and Boxing Day off
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2021.09.20 12:29 Tessia0710 Where to read Sevens - Volume 15 - Chapter 2: Fortress Conquering online for free!!
2021.09.20 12:29 sweetbunny9123 Everything is set up how I like it now
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2021.09.20 12:29 JohnnyA1992 I have been diagnosed with IBS a week ago and I have taken Domperidone for 4 days: Why is the stool like this?
2021.09.20 12:29 bluebellcrossing Missed birthday / Unable to reach White Crystal Waterfall (SPOILERS)
I was hoping somebody could help me with this problem I’m having getting to the ‘White Crystal Waterfall’.
I didn‘t check in on the game during the summer and was surprised to find out I missed Shade’s birthday when logging back in ( thought I had loads of time left!). I lit the blue fire to go back in time, but when I return to the waterfall it tells me I need to wait 2 weeks for the moss to grow back. So I waited for it to grow back, lit the fire again to get to his birthday, but the moss disappeared again and I’m getting the same message that I need to wait the two weeks, so can’t jump down?
Does this mean I won’t be able to get the green crystal? I don’t know what I’m doing wrong ☹️
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2021.09.20 12:29 rawkode Netflix for Cloud Native Technologies
I’ve spent the last 12 months of my life streaming 3-5 times a week, providing over 150 episodes and 400 hours of hands-on tutorials and introductions to CloudNative technologies.
It’s all available and free on YouTube.
I really hope people find this material useful and I’d encourage feedback and suggestions for new episodes.
I hope I can make your Cloud Native journey just that little bit easier.
Thank you 💖
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2021.09.20 12:29 cherrimubi Walnut Creek police released video of two people who tried to ‘dine & dash’ at Modern China and then one of which, who shot at a restaurant employee when confronted about it.
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2021.09.20 12:29 LiFe-CuRiOsItY What’s something your parents were convinced was a waste of time but opened up many life opportunities for you?
2021.09.20 12:29 Sharlney C'est déclaré !
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2021.09.20 12:29 MajorTomintheTinCan Any recommendations of which 108 player I should take for this lineup?
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2021.09.20 12:29 danny-sf Should i put my true self on the internet?
Sometimes I feel this urge to show my true self on the internet to talk freely about my mental health struggles hopping that that can break some stigma on the subject. But should I? I'm afraid to start being seeing differently by my peers and colleagues at work, but at the same time I feel like I'm not being the real me.
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2021.09.20 12:28 EpicMazement FNAF Stylized #11
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2021.09.20 12:28 IGAPPAI I need help to make my homebrew adventure more believable
I had an idea foe adventure and my players liked it but now i want to flesh it out.
The point of it is: go to the different plane to get the soul of a man and bring it back to the living world.
In my world The church governs all circulation of souls. and some people didn't like it. The leader of this people died from strange sickness cause healing magik didn't work on him. After his deas his soul whas immediately sealed and none could contact it or bring it back.
Party is hired to infiltrate the church and find information about what happened. And later go to the plane where the soul is sealed and help bring it back
I'm struggling to fill in the details. maybe you have some ideas or questions that i need to answer for the story to be believable
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2021.09.20 12:28 zeflona Wasnt this meant to stop after the last patch? Or am i misunderstanding the no duplicates thing?
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